June 20th 2014
It was probably 9PM and I have been digesting the exam materials for 10 hours. This includes lunch break, snack break, toilet break, and even checking-instagram-break. Suddenly my head felt like someone just dropped a gargantuan size rock above my head… it was that bad and for gracious sake its just 9PM! Unfortunately the migraine got worse by night that I have to take paracetamol and my stomach did not feel right as well but seriously how can I be so sick in this season of exam? The next morning, after only few hours of sleep I wake up with a painful gastric problem. Cant have more reasons to complain, yes?
I know I know… its just an exam Mich! but the fact that I am stressing over this stuff is just not worth it. My body is still aching, sweating unconsciously, and crying for a normal sleeping hours but I realized this migraine is not only because of my mind but the heart of the matter is the heart itself. Instead of a humble heart, I keep on comparing my blessings to others. Instead of giving, I demand. Instead of congratulating, I rebuke. And all these… just cause an internal pressure and external frowning papaya face.
Its not the mind that matters most, its the heart….a heart filled with thanks giving and charity.
It was probably 9PM and I have been digesting the exam materials for 10 hours. This includes lunch break, snack break, toilet break, and even checking-instagram-break. Suddenly my head felt like someone just dropped a gargantuan size rock above my head… it was that bad and for gracious sake its just 9PM! Unfortunately the migraine got worse by night that I have to take paracetamol and my stomach did not feel right as well but seriously how can I be so sick in this season of exam? The next morning, after only few hours of sleep I wake up with a painful gastric problem. Cant have more reasons to complain, yes?
I know I know… its just an exam Mich! but the fact that I am stressing over this stuff is just not worth it. My body is still aching, sweating unconsciously, and crying for a normal sleeping hours but I realized this migraine is not only because of my mind but the heart of the matter is the heart itself. Instead of a humble heart, I keep on comparing my blessings to others. Instead of giving, I demand. Instead of congratulating, I rebuke. And all these… just cause an internal pressure and external frowning papaya face.
Its not the mind that matters most, its the heart….a heart filled with thanks giving and charity.